Dream of You

I know this is not the right time to write a blog, just wanna sharing about this title. I always will dream something different, I want to share one of the similar dreams that I often dream, and today I just suddenly realize something, so trying to share it out, besides that there is also another reason I want to share it, because I scared one day I will forget about what I had realize in these kind of similar dreams I had made.

The dreams I wanna to share is about friendsss. Did you dream about those friend that you long time no see? I did dream about this kind of dream frequently. In this kind of dreams I feel very happy, because can meet up them and having a long time spamming with them, talk a lot things that we never discuss before, do something crazy that can't do in real life, have a lot of fun that we long time did not do. But when I was waking up from dreams only realize it just a dreams. At the same time I will started to recall back the time we were being together - the time we having a lot fun. Sometimes I will compare it that time with now of the day, why is it had changed a lot, we are not meeting up regularly, we are not having fun again, we are not much things to talk to each other anymore. Is it as we grow, the things around us keep changing, life become different with previous and causing it to happen? Did you have the same feeling or doing the same dreams as mine? Miss you guys so much!! And I can't do any about that, because do not know how to overcome it with the life now a day, each person already have their own way of life style, everyday dealing with many different kind of things, and stress occur in many different way it blocking the mind to think of friends that you neglect, and soon I will forget I had made this dreams, until I dreaming it again in some of the day in future.

I shared this because wanna make myself remember that, I always think about you guys, although we had long time did not meet up, but I still know who are you deep in my mind. With all this kind of dreams, make me feel that we are always meeting up chit-chat, having fun and still same as before that time we being together!

人生新阶段

3月4日，2014
在这一天我终于到了我人生中的新阶段。面对了很多我难以致信、万万没想、从未遇过到的东西。也很突然，让我无法接受的心情。可以算是很历史性的一刻。

我已经再也不是以前的我了，再也无法伪装勉强让自己笑着渡过，已经到达忍不到的极限。以前还可以说脸上的笑人看到，心里的痛又有谁知道。到了现在，脸上的笑没了，心里的痛也更加没有人知道。我还以为我会坚强，但是每次遇到就是无法继续坚持下去，偏偏就是败在这里。难道这就是我的弱点？

表面上看起来好像对自己好一点，其实在内心它却完全相反而且还蛮辛苦，那是一段很难熬的时期...执着真的是我的性格？希望这一切都快点过去。

情人节

明天就是情人节咯，一年一度的情人节又到了，虽然一年里有不少不同的情人节但是明天算是最formal那个吧。而且这次的情人节还蛮特别，因为那么巧农历和阳历的情人节都在同一天！说到这，也就是说农历新年要END了！在座的每一位，emmm...应该是在看的每一位，你们都会如何度过呢？很情侣一起度过一定很sweet吧。至于还是单身的我嘛还是和以前一样吧，一个人孤零零的度过。还是单身的你/我是不是很渴望找个伴侣呢？但是。。。伴侣不是你想像中的那么简单 说有就有的。单身者，也不用那么沮丧嘛，今晚有特别节目让你们参加。。。那就是抛柑！但是只限女性 XDD

也有好久一段时间没有写部落格了，知道有些人偶尔会特地来看我最近有什么更新。在这说声对不起噢。不是我不要更新最近的状态，而是最近都发生很多事情了，让我不想一个一个的写下来。好了，到最后还是要说声单身者万岁！哈哈哈。。不是啦，是情人节快乐！！！祝大家都有sweet sweet的一天！