Dreams that Can't get it off of my MinD!

It had been 4 years back for the last post of my blog... It had been a long super long time did not write a blog, even open it update those friends who I followed, seem i had missed out a lot things. Just simply go through my previous posts, I did write a lot blogs! As I said, I think my brain seriously can't store many memories, the only thing that can let me recall back what I had done are through those photos, posts, or maybe some songs. This is also why I used to take many photos of my life last time, to record down / memories the moment that I had go through it all.

15th July 2018 (Sunday)... Just super remember this day, after so long, is it first time seeing you in my dream?(because had a quite long time did not see you, about 'n' years? The last time i saw you should be on your birthday baaa... where the courage come from last time😰 but seriously I can't remember which year.... oh my gosh!) What I can sure is first have a very long period to have conversation with you in the dream! Until I do not know what to talk with you and feel like do not want to wake up from dream. Anywhere, there always have some questions would like to ask you actually, how you there recently? What you really doing now? How's life? We are so near yet so far... (it's really like 10mins travel distance? or plus in some traffic ~15mins? Haizzz... all were the past~) It was too sudden had a dream like this, it is out of my expectation, until now I'm still curious about why it just happened out of sudden 😆.

Let's have some song for the post~
note: Those songs actually I also the first time listen XD
Bring some beat?
Many variety.. xp
Is that enough?

Alright, that's a bit over. Guys, stay tune for my next post, I will be telling my current status (not marriage status) don't get it wrong, hahahaa... In other words, it also been 4 years missing in action :)

你看我好 我看你好

这个世界上の人
只知道看到人家有多幸福
就认为人家生活有多好多精彩
别人背后那一面都不知道
也就这样下了定论
很多人往往会想把自己最好那一面分享给大家
却收藏着自己痛苦及消极的一面不让大家知道
说到底 也是你看我好 我看你好
难道我有多惨 我又跟你说吗?
*说了也未必了解或帮得上忙 所以干脆不提

其实每个人在一起 也就是这样迁就
只要知道底线在哪就好

做人不简单 (做人≠ making human, = being human) 别想歪
时时刻刻要为自己而战!

Back to childhood...

Monopoly pieces~

This is what I have in my hometown, it is super old monopoly sets that I played since I was child.

Now the monopoly's money all become "salted vege" very easy split to half.

Nowaday, Monopoly become more special and interesting even now come out with cards.

 
The most desperate card that everyone need it in the game! Deal Breaker!! =D

Guess what I found from internet?!!

Monopoly with "Game of Thrones"!! OMG.. So crazy!

Argument

Today lets talk about some argument between boys and girls or can be say the fight between men and women. First I  need to say that there is no right or wrong for this topic ya...

Not all person are doomed to be prefect!

As what I heard before from girls or women:

Boys or men needed to be a gentleman all the time.
Okay, this let me link to... a robot, how do you think about it? If a person is can do that all the time, then what the different the man compare to a loyalty robot, which can being gentlemen all the time to you. However, be a gentleman is not a bad thing, but also need to see what situation that happen on time, because we all are human being, we do have emotional feeling. "Not all man born to be a gentleman as well as not all woman born to be softly" But when this topic is open out to public, haha... boys and men, don't waste your time and energy, you can't win this fight with girls and women. There sure a lot bullets and boom fly everywhere XDD

Another thing is, I also do not know why, when boys done the wrong thing, girls will always judge it and keep repeat in future like count back what they did, girls' memories are pretty good. In the other hand, if girls did the wrong thing, shooo shooo... a while then forgive what she had done. "Boys are always wrong and girls are always right" this is how this phrase come out of the early. Some more most of the time, girls will like being flighty then all the boys melted, can't resist the power of it.

Actually there have still a lot argument between boys and girls, but so far that in my head only came out these.
Anywhere, at the end, Girls are to be coax (哄), to be dote (疼) one, so better don't mess with girls, if not will get trouble for the rest of your life T.T hahahaa... poor guys~

To be clarify again, I know that everyone have your own thinking own judgement own justification so there is no right or wrong about what I sharing above. Please do not take it so serious from above, I'm not try to offend anyone, just try to share my opinion and what I feel for this topic ;)

Hot vs Cold

Yesterday I just posted said that the weather is freaking hot. Today I hear that this weather is killing!! Sad to hear that, this hot weather created a very strong heatwave and take over more than 800 life in Pakistan's southern Sindh. "On Tuesday as temperatures reached 45C (113F)" which means it was happened yesterday. OMG~ This weather is really freaking killing people.


Is this looks crazy to you?! It's looks like all are the volcano place. If you are interested to know more about the news please check with the link below, it is from BBC News:

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-33251100


Lets talk about today topic. Hot Vs Cold (Flaming Boy Vs Frozen Girl)

If let you to choose, which one you prefer? A super COLD weather or a super HOT weather?? For me, I prefer a super cold weather, because I hate hot! Please don't misunderstood, the hot is not means in sexy or any spicy things xp hahaha... what the hell, -.- nan gek. Back to it, why I choose cold condition rather than hot this is because in cold condition at least can wear a lot clothes to keep myself warm if feel very cold. For hot will sweat a lot and sticky, that feeling make me uncomfortable.

Hot Weather

Wao~ The weather recently are super crazy hot! Is it still spring? Or summer now? If it is follow the calendar, today should be the first day of summer. But I not think that now the weather really follow the actual date, because I think that it maybe the Earth had changed a lot, global warming, green house effect, radiation anywhere, disease everywhere and bla bla bla causing the changes of weather ba.

Back to the topic, it really a very very hot day! The whole house is like an oven! It is super beh tahan!! Sitting at home also will sweat, the whole feel not comfortable. This situation suddenly let me have a thinking that linked to architecture, is there any building can auto filter the air inside a building? Bring out the hot air~ keep the building cold! I think it is hard to make it. Mostly it is needed to use mechanical to ventilate a building, an excellent invention Air-conditioning! In other way, air conditioning also bring the harm to the earth and then causing the global warming again~ Keep the interior cold but let the weather become warmer... Haizzz.. What to do..

Okay, it is too hot and I think I have to stop it here, need to find some ways to cooling myself now!!
See you.. Bye byeee~

Restart in 2015 JLR

Hello guys!
Hi my buddy!
How are you my *FANS*!

A stupid but polite heading. Hahaa...

How long was the last time I blogger? 6 months? 7 months? 1 year? Or maybe I have only got once post per year? Time going fast... because when I looking back to the past? Time really can heal a person soul? Okay fine, just stop thinking about this kind of stuff, it really no useful. One day also need to face reality, time is just an excuse to let escape from yourself. Move forward man! Do what you need to do, do not stop and stay on the same place.

Since so so so long did not update here, lets introduce  should say follow up my current status^^ :

1. First, I completed my degree in Architecture course, yea... I had done it, it really not an easy course! Fortunately I did not stop at the half of it. Although it like playing roller coaster~ uppp and downnn all the time, I still can made it! Yeah... Hi Five!

2. Secondly, girl friend!! Woohuuuu! Yoo Yoo Yoo... The best moment! Sorry, still a not yet.. I'm still single~ OMG.. Xian Hao ar Xian Hao, how old are you already? Still can't find a soul mate? All pak tor geh pak tor, going marry soon loo... What you waiting for? Super many such questions coming out. But what to say? Thought looking for a girl friend easy like go pasar buy a vege meh?? Hahaa XD

3. Working. Is it working now? What is working? Hahahaa kidding, not yet start working yet now. So now just like no work no study, life of heaa~ But soon la, going work soon, x work = x $$, how to enjoy life leh xp

Since now still free I can write as much I can here, will try to find out interesting topic to write up for my next post, so be patient... will fill my empty blog be more interesting and special~

Goodnight everyone, see you and update me for the next post ;)

Dream of You

I know this is not the right time to write a blog, just wanna sharing about this title. I always will dream something different, I want to share one of the similar dreams that I often dream, and today I just suddenly realize something, so trying to share it out, besides that there is also another reason I want to share it, because I scared one day I will forget about what I had realize in these kind of similar dreams I had made.

The dreams I wanna to share is about friendsss. Did you dream about those friend that you long time no see? I did dream about this kind of dream frequently. In this kind of dreams I feel very happy, because can meet up them and having a long time spamming with them, talk a lot things that we never discuss before, do something crazy that can't do in real life, have a lot of fun that we long time did not do. But when I was waking up from dreams only realize it just a dreams. At the same time I will started to recall back the time we were being together - the time we having a lot fun. Sometimes I will compare it that time with now of the day, why is it had changed a lot, we are not meeting up regularly, we are not having fun again, we are not much things to talk to each other anymore. Is it as we grow, the things around us keep changing, life become different with previous and causing it to happen? Did you have the same feeling or doing the same dreams as mine? Miss you guys so much!! And I can't do any about that, because do not know how to overcome it with the life now a day, each person already have their own way of life style, everyday dealing with many different kind of things, and stress occur in many different way it blocking the mind to think of friends that you neglect, and soon I will forget I had made this dreams, until I dreaming it again in some of the day in future.

I shared this because wanna make myself remember that, I always think about you guys, although we had long time did not meet up, but I still know who are you deep in my mind. With all this kind of dreams, make me feel that we are always meeting up chit-chat, having fun and still same as before that time we being together!

人生新阶段

3月4日，2014
在这一天我终于到了我人生中的新阶段。面对了很多我难以致信、万万没想、从未遇过到的东西。也很突然，让我无法接受的心情。可以算是很历史性的一刻。

我已经再也不是以前的我了，再也无法伪装勉强让自己笑着渡过，已经到达忍不到的极限。以前还可以说脸上的笑人看到，心里的痛又有谁知道。到了现在，脸上的笑没了，心里的痛也更加没有人知道。我还以为我会坚强，但是每次遇到就是无法继续坚持下去，偏偏就是败在这里。难道这就是我的弱点？

表面上看起来好像对自己好一点，其实在内心它却完全相反而且还蛮辛苦，那是一段很难熬的时期...执着真的是我的性格？希望这一切都快点过去。

情人节

明天就是情人节咯，一年一度的情人节又到了，虽然一年里有不少不同的情人节但是明天算是最formal那个吧。而且这次的情人节还蛮特别，因为那么巧农历和阳历的情人节都在同一天！说到这，也就是说农历新年要END了！在座的每一位，emmm...应该是在看的每一位，你们都会如何度过呢？很情侣一起度过一定很sweet吧。至于还是单身的我嘛还是和以前一样吧，一个人孤零零的度过。还是单身的你/我是不是很渴望找个伴侣呢？但是。。。伴侣不是你想像中的那么简单 说有就有的。单身者，也不用那么沮丧嘛，今晚有特别节目让你们参加。。。那就是抛柑！但是只限女性 XDD

也有好久一段时间没有写部落格了，知道有些人偶尔会特地来看我最近有什么更新。在这说声对不起噢。不是我不要更新最近的状态，而是最近都发生很多事情了，让我不想一个一个的写下来。好了，到最后还是要说声单身者万岁！哈哈哈。。不是啦，是情人节快乐！！！祝大家都有sweet sweet的一天！

笑

笑，在这个世界上就是那么的奇怪~笑的代表性也很多，就比如说当开心时开怀大笑；当想到有趣的事情时自己在傻笑；当敷衍别人时勉强的笑；当隐藏自己心里内心深处的事物时的微笑；听笑话时哭笑不得...等等...

说到笑嘛~最近都忙着赶project，好像都没什么笑。但是每一天的我是一定会有笑的，不管是什么事或不好笑的事我都会笑着过每一天，也许是习惯了吧。

除此之外，我也蛮喜欢看我身边的人每天都带着笑容，那感觉就好像整个世界都充满了欢乐！说到这就想起了你，你可以算是在我认识当中笑得最好看的一个。也不知道为什么，看过那么多人笑，但是就是你的笑也太特别了吧！因为之前都没什么机会看到你在笑，所以那时也没留意到原来你笑起来是很很很好看的！

回到之前认识的你，你都老是闷闷不乐，也不知为什么事总是摆出这一幅苦脸，所以那时很少机会会在你脸上看到笑容..........一直到有时一大班一起去玩的时候才发现你笑起来设那么的好看，这时的你就显示出和平时是多么的不一样。当我发现你的笑容很美时，也就在那时后慢慢的我就情不自禁毫不犹豫就想逗你笑，这才能再次看到你的笑容，看着那笑容心情也特别的好~^^

到最后，希望大家都可以开开心心的过每一天，永远都作保持笑容的那个！J

巴厘岛之旅の2~

Hohoho... Hi everyone~ Before almost like got 4 months did not post any blog, that time feel like wanna gather all the stories that happen within those days then sekali gus post it out... But watch back to those stories.. it seem like too many for me to post it all. So decided, just post some special one hehe^^ I think last time quite much people keep update my news via blogger, but now... because i'm quite a long time did not blog, so feel very sorry can't keep up to date with my news~ Now I already enter year 2 semester 2, those homework also become more heavy and tougher~ >.<

Okay~ lets talk back to the topic... My 巴厘岛之旅の2^^
The next day after we reached Bali, can be consider as day2 ba... because day1 in Bali is already at night time, and did not go any special places, some more very late only reach our hotel, so lecturer let us the second relax a bit, no need so early gather at the morning and said that for us to cycle... So is CYCLE DAY!! ^^

Morning time!! Lets have a looks for the place we all gonna stay over night for 8 days!!! Let me introduce this place, it called "ABANGAN Bungalows & Gallery" located at UBUD MAIN ROAD.

those just took outside the room, at balcony~ looks nice ba~^^

 Not bad ba...^^

 Starting the journey of cycle~

 Cycle ar... cycle ar... actually just a short distance~ hahahahaa XD

 cycle until saw Starbucks... The special out looks of Starbucks in Bali!!

First Babi Guling in Bali for our lunch, babi guling you can found anywhere in Bali, it just like in malaysia you can found nasi lemak anywhere. First time tasted it~ Hmmm... quite not bad, but don't like the taste of vege that they cook, feel weird~

This day did not take much photo, because cycle for few hours... quite tire~

Can I just proceed to the next day? Hahahaha... can la can la~ lets go to the third Day!

 Go visit the wood carving~ the people there all good in carving. The skill, the way of carving until the level I can't imagine.

After that we went to a sacred place...

 Walk har walk har... Some of us walk into very very deep inside the forest, like jungle tracking~ Also a bit like hiking a hill... Then we all sesak! Came out from a small road, then walk a long distance back to original place.

After that we went to see bird bird~ XD Don't think wrongly ya^^

I just realize that I did not took those birds there... Because there is open space... Those bird will pupu anywhere, so just stay under a big kiosk see those bird fly here fly there~ Beside that, we saw the show of chicken fight also XD

Many chi gek activity in night time, but forget to take photo, maybe is play until too hyper so no time to took photos~ XD

I think today just stop here ba... next time continue it ba~ ^^